Empty Decorations

Empty Decorations

I wake in the dark
Showers of light
Moments of emptiness surround
Floating away
No words of hope
Reality brings me
To the ground

What can i do ? What can i say ?
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life i used to know....

.....Where every song was filled with words of love and not of anger
What if they go ? What if they leave me far behind ?

Cause i don't wanna be alone
Living life all on my own
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
Cause i wanna be with the people that i know
Who will do the things i do
Making all my dreams come true
I don't recognise the shadows on my door
Although i've seen them all before
Because the only thing i really want is to be with you..(all of you!!).

I look at the sky, it looks back at me
I can hear the silent melody
I know that i'm here
In the end i am lost
Alone in confusion by the breeze
Hiding my face, crying alone
I need to find my way back home
Back to the place, those wonderful days
Living the life i used to know....

....Where every smile was born out of the love and of sincerity
And every tear from overflow with joy....

This song sorta sums up how i feel nowadays...really crappy...... empty ...sick..tired..helpless

falling into an abyss...