Loss

"loss is indeed eventual.."i just read byran's/brian's(???)entry in his blog on the subject and found it so very true..i'm not really good at penning down my thoughts,so here goes another one of my superly superficial entrees.
well,i'm leaving singapore soon..not just for a holiday but for real....forever..it's just today as i sit here in front of the comp in school that the harsh reality came crashing down on me..i wanna break down and cry but i cannot i must remain strong..
i dun wanna leave actually.even though i have only been here for 3 short months i already feel rooted-attached to each and every one of you...i don't wanna break away from all the bonds that have been forged over the short 3 month period that i've been here. life is always unfair..
to all my friends,ASEANS and singaporeans alike, i would like to thank each and everyone of you for making my stay at singapore, the most memorable and enjoyable time of my life.All the best for all your future endeavours and please do keep in touch.

Carpe Diem,
nian ning

I SAW UTT!!!!

OMG!!!!singapore's such a small place...i saw like two celebs in the two short months i've been here wth!!! stayed in m'sia for 17 years never even seen an inkling of a celeb but over here suddenly swamped with them!!!....but m'sia's a nicer place to live in anyway(no offence singaporeans...me staying loyal to me homeland...blame it on nationalisme..but i'm proud to be malaysian!!!)
anyway,i saw my first celeb during campus rumpus(SAJC funfair)one of my jc's super grand seniors,stephanie sun,decided to come back to her alma mater to spice the fair up a lil...my was she swamped by ppl(i got a close up pic,no zoom,seriously close up no joke!!!post it up here when i get back .sorry la but no program to download the pics here)anyway step actually spoke to the whole school during her visit and sang(more like read...she claims that she has already forgotten it after graduating 8 years ago) the college song!!
oh then celeb #2 is the ultimate cutie UTT!!!MUahahahahaha...get very very very very very jealous ppl!!!actually don't be too jealuos...din really get to see him up close..DAMN!!!saw utt during my civics group(sumthing like class) bbq in east coast park...he was bicycling with another person..didn't noe who he was initially until my cg rep pointed out...then the rest of us went like OMG OMG!it's utt!!!rather lame i noe...but who won't be stunned?? natt(a thai guy from my class)decided to chase him on blades(wee ask him to claiming that utt's his countryman so they had to exchange a few greetings)..and reported that utt was filming so he didn't want to disturb him with a bunch of thai greetings...darn..sorry i couldn't get a photo of him cause my camera was in the bike rental shop at that time...(really no luck man!!!)
anyway i think i'll be back on the 9th night to collect my results with you guys on the tenth...AHHH!!!!i'm so so so so so so damn scared!!!!!